Last updated: December 31, 2025?!?
This might be a bit rushed to write down for the last day of 2025, but it's been on my mind for quite some time even before Christmas. So here we are. To keep things simple, this will be a 3x4 format for the first half of the year (or maybe the entire year, what could go wrong?).
Content warning: May contain use of strong language, alongside mentions of mental health struggles while neurodivergent/disabled in the Philippine society and online toxicity.
The Furry Shit
If being chronically online while autistic for years took you this long before discovering the furry community and therianology through The Living Tombstone Venn Diagram of Bronies, FNAF aficionados and furries, then we'll be for a treat in taming the algorithm between furry drama, NSFW content and absolute music and art bangers across the interwebs.
Verplex x MANEDBENTO! music collab
#furry #furryhorror #eldritchhorror #eldritchfurryhorror me: *mentions "eldritch furry horrors" from [insert furry here]'s latest Q&A video at @hackclub.com Slack* the eldritch furry horrors in context:
You may not see this coming from a very specific Instagram story for quite some time ago (especially when the orange maned wolf himself told me over my Instagram DMs that the green and purple fox shared the magical SoundCloud upload in question via Discord), but there was a prophecy from the comment section of his recent Q&A video (ignore the fact that he literally pulled FNAF levels of "eldritch furry horrors" at the end, obviously reminding me of "The Suit" short horror film from 2022) involving a future music collab earlier.
Surely it will be a field day when furry musicians do music collaborations (even non-furry ones too by the way), but who knows what next afterwards. (Looking at Fluke Husky's titular debut Nighthowls album lately)
SORAMI cooking up furry music for the first time
Or pick another furry DJ/mixtaper on your radar that would be nice to be seen cooking up some furry music behind the scenes.
Also if you have any other furry DJs who also cooking up their discography at SoundCloud/YouTube, please let me know at @multifandom.andreijiroh.dev (@mfhellscapes on most socials, @mfhellscapes@mstdn.social in the fediverse, @multifandom-hellscapes on Tumblr, multifandom-hellscpaes@andreijiroh.dev over email) so I can do the vibe checks against their entire discography and get them mixtaped.
Dark sythnwave + cyberpunk furry music, anyone?
If Starcadian (in part from Gildedguy Story 6: Gildedguy vs Oxob, also RIP since May) and F.O.O.L's discography and in-music lore alongside watching LucHD's concept art around the Gildedguy: Automatica alternative universe (looks at Punch Deck) and Murder Drones (plus Erase Humanity to some extent, because Story X is coming) got me into cyberpunk and dark sythnwave subgenres of electronic music, it would be great if I also meet the furry music equivalents.
Personally speaking, I already have Femtanyl and Fur:Trash that give me that vibe of absolute bangers when maxxing the volume and the headbangs, but I am looking to artists whose their discography and taste would match the headcanons here of your favorite characters being corrupted hard, mostly by trauma over time (Hunter in The Owl House, anyone?).
The Bloody Hell PH
For the uninitialized, The Bloody Hell PH (also known as From the BS.HQ, @fromthebshq.andreijiroh.dev) is where I do writings and microblogging posts covering all things internet shitfuckery (you know it, the usual suspects in the context of community toxicity and cancel culture for those researching about and working on online community health, especially in open-source and gaming communities) and the political shitfuckery of the Philippines (phpol), inspired by TheJuiceMedia's Honest Government Ads levels of (Australian) political satire as an autistic truama coping mechanism during the COVID-19 pandemic years. Under it is The Traumatized Autistics Department (TTAD, @traumatizedautists.andreijiroh.dev, very The Tortured Poets Department themed for Swifies out there), where I look around the intersectionality of mental health, neurodivergence and disability in the Filipino lens with Filipino pyschology in mind, decentering from the (eldritch) horrors of hyperindividualized Western pyschology and history of colonalism in the Philippines.
Long-form Journaling as Personal Therapy Sessions
One of the challenges that I experienced when I do (daily) journaling lately is that most of the time autistic masking sometimes make my brain dissociate from reality and trauma often hide memories like it's ransomware (this is why these topics are way risky to share if you just share the chat archive link rather than editing things on Google Docs/Obsidian to annonate and redact). Instead of daily diary-styled ones that mostly staple among everybody, I want to do long-form articles that not only let me talk about the struggles of being neurodivergent in the Filipino society but also
Free Space Here
God know why this is intentionally left blank. I could claim this for any project throughout the year or just grab it for funsies. What could possibly go (horribly) wrong? That's the surprise part, you may not known it until it happens.
"Diabolical Statement(s) That Matter" (DSTS)
May look like a spin to FTTM's original acronym there (for context: Filipino Tweets That Matter -> Follow The Trend Movement), but this is more of me compiling things on the internet that would make you say "that was diabolical". Not your typical out-of-context soapbox or Best of [BLANK] clips/highlights channel, but you may get the point.
If you have any ideas for what to post soon on that area, let me know at @fromthebshq.andreijiroh.dev (@fromthebshq in most socials, @fromthebshq@mstdn.social in the fediverse, @shitfuckery-at-bullshit-dot-hq on Tumblr, fromthebshq@andreijiroh.dev via email) so I can start cooking.
Open-sourcerery at Recap Time Squad HQ (and beyond)
Open-sourcery is the art and the practice of being an open-source developer/maintainer. For those wandering, Recap Time Squad (@recaptime.dev) is the (all-remote) open-source organization where I mostly do my open-source work, fiscally hosted/sponsored under HCB (previously Hack Club Bank), @hackclub.com's fiscal sponsorship program + open-source platform.
10-25 subdomains at @lorebooks.wiki + @stellapent.wiki from the community
If you need a subdomain on a .wiki gTLD, I just launched Community Lorebooks' subdomain service just for you. My goal is to have at least 10 subdomains from the community on both the lorebooks.wiki proper and stellapent.wiki, but if demand goes up I'll be applying for Project Alexandria at Cloudflare shortly to get Business plan (normally USD 200/month when billed annually) + Workers Paid (USD 5/mo + usage, alongside R2) to support our open-source work.
#blog: We're officially launching this very subdomain service for the new year, courtesy of @andreijiroh.dev at @recaptime.dev. Expect updates at the website and more docs related projects that we'll be cooking behind the scenes. Ask us anything in the replies! (#ama btw)
Donation drive
I don't want to actually do "begging for your life in front of [Duo] the green owl [in Spanish]" (because the Philippines; see also the Gemini chat thread in question) when it comes to asking-for-donos part (sharing that InstaPay QR of your favorite e-wallet/digibank [excuse me, Maribank] at Facebook/Instagram Stories may be diabolical for ninongs and ninangs if you're too old to get aguinaldo). Maybe occassional asks would work, but if you want to chip in now, here's the button to our organization's donation page for all the details:
You can also support me financially if you want to chip in may ways:
More projects to come
I am still upskilling behind the scenes through the majors and building in the public (though without posting anything because I am not attention seeking person for reasons), but my personal goal would be more projects to work on and contribute to in the future. Maybe 3-5 projects would top this, so let's see how this plays out throughout the year.
Academics and Life Beyond Tech
Perfectly Balanced Academic Life, As It Should Be
While I am not aiming for the honor roll (because the grind just not worth the price of pulling all-nighters and burning out to hell and back), the plan here would be have a balancd mix of curcircular and extra-curcirular activities that match my schedule and aligns with my special interests + autistic energy levels.
More time touching grass
You know it when I say "it's more depressing in the Philippines" (replace "the Philippines" with an online community or fandom that wen too toxic to handle or when drama hits), but considering that I need time away from the internet to keep things stable from getting hit by the burnout bus, a bit of sight seeing in a park would be great way to alievate pent-up stress in a more natural way.
Free Space Here
Yes, another free space so I can focus on writing for the 2025 wrap-up post. Like the first one at The Bloody Hell PH, who knows what will happen?
So that's it for now for the first half of the year (or maybe the whole year if things go smoothly or wrong). Thanks for reading to the end by the way!
This Looseleaf is published as part of the New Year-themed introductory blog post for the Lairland HQ Leaflet publication in the Atmosphere. I may update this page to reflect progress throughout the year, among other things.