Tag: depression
Depression, Haushalt und Hyperfokus – ein schwieriges Zusammenspiel
Ja, ich habe auch immer mal wieder noch meine Dämonen, besser bekannt als Depression. Aber ich kann damit umgehen. Bei dem Umgang liegt aber die Priorität darauf Regelmäßigkeiten und Strukturen im Alltag aufrecht zu erhalten. Dabei kann schon allein die Versorgung der Kater, die Regelmäßigkeit beim Essen und Trinken und tatsächlich auch die Strukturen in...
#oneaday Day 741: The bubble
The thing people who have been fortunate enough to have never been afflicted with debilitating depression don't always understand is that the whole experience is more than just being "a bit sad", and thus it's not something you can just "snap out of" or "cheer up" from. (To be clear, those scare quotes are purely...
#oneaday Day 737: Returning to reality
We go home tomorrow, which is going to be somewhat bittersweet, as I'm sure you can imagine. There has been absolutely no sign of Oliver over the course of the last week, no contact from anyone who has seen him, no sightings reported on social media and -- perhaps thankfully? -- no reports that he...
#oneaday Day 729: The struggle for your emotions to be heard
One of the things I find difficult and, at times, frustrating to deal with, perhaps particularly as a person with an autistic spectrum condition, is properly conveying the emotions that I am feeling and the depth of those emotions. Our recent anguish over Oliver's disappearance is a prime example of this. I am feeling intense...
#oneaday Day 728: Giving yourself permission to smile
The thing about a grieving process -- whether it is a result of tangible loss or, as in our situation, simply not knowing what has happened -- is that it can very quickly and easily become all-consuming. It can take over your entire life; your entire mind; your entire heart; your entire soul. Photo by...
Depression/Oppression Induced Art Block
A realization on why I've been finding it hard to connect emotionally with my art lately. CW: Homelessness, Dehumanization, Abuse, Ableism
My Decline
My experience with fibromyalgia and how fast it disabled me
On being valued
What does it mean to be valued, have I found the right room?