Tag: musings

18 posts

On Word Counts, or How Tigers Can't Count

It has been 11 years since I published my first short story. I remember clearly the euphoria I had while drafting, and even more so the sense of cringe I felt when I read it a couple days later to start editing. But that’s a story for another day. It was a measly 900~ words, not so dissimilar to the first story I posted under this account (1.5k). Sure, I did have some experience in the sense that I had read tons of furry fics (and mainstream novels) beforehand, but oh boy, did I struggle when it...


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Jun 12, 2026
maybe closure wasn't so important after all?

maybe closure wasn't so important after all?

manifesting away all the bad luck (and shitty people)

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Jun 6, 2026

The tiny e-reader

In which I rant about XTEINK.

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May 27, 2026
how does music come to you when you need it the most?

how does music come to you when you need it the most?

or how i spontaneously cried to some of the songs in my playlist

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May 26, 2026

i'm hot when i laugh, and i'm hot when i cry

confused musings of a drama queen / poet

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Apr 29, 2026
being a lesbian is...

being a lesbian is...

a yap post for Lesbian Visibility Week

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Apr 26, 2026

Bluesky Is Down

Insomniac randomness

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Apr 16, 2026

The Jack of All Trades and the CCNP

I remember when I was younger, I was really good at a few things that could become good career paths. A lady told me that being a jack of all trades is good but it doesn't lead to greatness. I used to think she was wrong. It's wild to me in hindsight how right she was. My journey in IT is proof. From tester to field engineer to more advanced titles and back to field engineer. I've been good. But I have not been great. ​I got into IT pretty early in my 20s, but I didn't really dig deep until much...


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Bull Admin
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Apr 8, 2026

autistic nerds save the world

happy autism acceptance month :)

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Apr 4, 2026

"the day of spring, warmth, flowers and gentleness"

how International Women's Day is viewed in my country, and how the government continues to promote this point of view

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Mar 8, 2026

they'll be with you not in sickness, but only in health

ableism hasn't gone away — it's still present

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Mar 4, 2026
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On a turbulent first month, con crunch and endfield

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Feb 16, 2026

it's not really me...is it?

how i questioned my sexuality — and my whole life

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Feb 4, 2026

perfectionism is ruining our brains

or me thinking about how our usage of AI is connected to our insecurities

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Jan 28, 2026
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On the new year, my craft and last year's baggage

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Jan 11, 2026

On an earworm (or the quiet flicker of memory)

I closed my laptop, walked a dozen steps, and plopped myself on the bed, when the words _“I'm a big, big girl in a small, small world”_ appeared in my head, complete with a piano soundtrack. I didn’t know the artist, but a quick search led me to the song (earworm::[Big Big World by Emilia](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Big_Big_World_(song)?useskin=vector))...


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Aug 28, 2025

To be happy or not?

A silver hair drifts to the floor, a loss is loss, whether of color or of presence.


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Aug 27, 2025

The First Spell

A couple of days back, I found myself thinking about names in fiction—how much weight they carry, how much they whisper before a character ever acts.


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Aug 19, 2025